I am clearly horrible at composing piano melodies, yet I keep trying. -_- I should just stick to what I know, stick to guitar...Yes, that sounds great. I love my guitar. :D It's my baby.
Addition to the original post...
I hate feeling awkward. And awkward is just how I feel when I know someone can hear me play. Especially when I suck at it. I guess I just hate it because I'm really self conscious. But I do think I got slightly better afterwards, because I looked up some things on how to create a melody and what to include. I have this obsessive need to have people approve of me, because I hate offending/hurting/paining people. With my thoughts or otherwise(i.e. music). I hope it gets better. I'm going to mainly focus on guitar for Lost though. I'm do better at guitar than I do at piano.