So, I found out yesterday that my crush(who I'd been on a few dates with previously) asked one of my friends to prom. Which basically meant that everything I felt, he didn't, and he was just going along with it. I really feel like my heart was just being played around with. I couldn't eat my lunch yesterday either. I was really upset. I got over it quickly, but today, every time I saw him(which wasn't much, I tried to avoid him) it felt like a knife was stabbing me. NOT FUN! Izzy and Braunwyn think I should ask Chris, but I don't want to. We're good friends, and I want to leave it like that. I don't want to complicate things. If a guy likes me, he needs to get the guts to ask me himself. I learned my lesson with this guy. You don't chase after guys, not if you want to keep your heart intact. So yeah, and guess what. He tried to talk to me today. Yeah, he honestly thought that he could still talk to me like we're good friends. WHAT PART OF THE MALE BRAIN CAN EVEN THINK TO COMPUTE THE BACKWARDS LOGIC OF TALKING TO A GIRL WHO THEY KNOW LIKES THEM, BUT THEY ASKED SOMEONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's obviously the part that's MALE. Yeah. I'm pissed as hell right now, and beyond the valley of the hurt. Not a good combo. But I guess this means I'm free to look for other guys now. Yay, me. Braunwyn, Izzy, and I are planning a trip down to 16th Street Mall. Maybe I'll meet someone there. Maybe. All I know is, I no longer have a crush on this previous crush. He is a JACKASS and a BASTARD! Maybe I'll wait on looking for guys. I'm not quite over this one yet.
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