Day 3= Exhaustion!

I've been back at school for a grand total of 3 days, and I already wish it were summer. Better yet, I wish I could relive this past summer, not because I'd want to change it(which I don't, this summer was amazing) but because it was some of the best fun I've ever had. Sure parts of it were stressful, but I wouldn't change my experience for anything. 

Right now I'm registered for 3 AP classes, and as of now, I have no freaking clue how I am going to survive the year. Just looking at my anticipated workload gives me a headache. I still have time enough to change my class, but I'm not going to. I will persevere, and conquer. This will help me tons in college anyway. This year I'm also taking Passages, which will be beyond the valley of the fun. I basically get to decide what I study, as long as I present it. I think that will become my favorite class. For the first paper I have to do, I've narrowed it down to 2 topics, one is Crime Scene Investigations(NOT THE SHOW) or Supernatural(ALSO NOT THE SHOW). I'm dwindling though, because both of these topics seem like fun to do. Of course, I only have until Friday to decide, so I had better hurry up. :)

No matter where I'm at, socially, I feel strange. I got so close to my friends on the APSA trip, and I don't know how to adjust right back. It might take time, but either way, I can't help but wonder if I fit in here anymore. I wouldn't fit in at a regular school, god, I'd be an outcast. Still, I feel slightly out of place. Is that normal?

I'M BACK!!!!!!

Okay, so there's been a large-ish gap in my blog postings here, but y'all know why. I was in CHINA!!! So besides the fact that I didn't have much computer time, blogger was blocked so I couldn't post anyways. But now I'm back and I'm ready to hop into the year, AP classes, family, clubs, chaos, and everything that comes with 'em. Turns out I might get a follower at some point, so I'm going to try to make my posts a tad less... um, rant-y? Yep, that's the word. I'm going to try to create a website for my stories, and see if I can copyright the content, just in case. If not, I'll post them to Wattpad. I'm going to be up till two in the morning doing homework, but that's just a guesstimate. But you know what? I'm still so glad to be back, and to be able to just relax a bit is amazing. I'm just so happy, I was able to set up my little nest of pillows and stuffed animals, perfect for sleeping, I got a couple new books, and I've started re-writing my big story, again. Life is good!!!

I'm not sure what I'm going to do this year if I have a lack of freedom. In China, even though I was restricted to campus, I still had so much freedom to wander when something wasn't scheduled. If I don't have that during the school year, I could possibly go insane. :) I can't wait to start all my clubs, namely debate club and anime club. Those two are the ones I'm most looking forward to. Then I'll also have China club and Video game club, where I might actually get to play half the games because I'm more familiar with both the club and the people in it now(plus the intimidating seniors are gone now). YAYNESS!!!

So that's my world right now, happiness and anticipation for many many things.