I've been back at school for a grand total of 3 days, and I already wish it were summer. Better yet, I wish I could relive this past summer, not because I'd want to change it(which I don't, this summer was amazing) but because it was some of the best fun I've ever had. Sure parts of it were stressful, but I wouldn't change my experience for anything.
Right now I'm registered for 3 AP classes, and as of now, I have no freaking clue how I am going to survive the year. Just looking at my anticipated workload gives me a headache. I still have time enough to change my class, but I'm not going to. I will persevere, and conquer. This will help me tons in college anyway. This year I'm also taking Passages, which will be beyond the valley of the fun. I basically get to decide what I study, as long as I present it. I think that will become my favorite class. For the first paper I have to do, I've narrowed it down to 2 topics, one is Crime Scene Investigations(NOT THE SHOW) or Supernatural(ALSO NOT THE SHOW). I'm dwindling though, because both of these topics seem like fun to do. Of course, I only have until Friday to decide, so I had better hurry up. :)
No matter where I'm at, socially, I feel strange. I got so close to my friends on the APSA trip, and I don't know how to adjust right back. It might take time, but either way, I can't help but wonder if I fit in here anymore. I wouldn't fit in at a regular school, god, I'd be an outcast. Still, I feel slightly out of place. Is that normal?
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