Remember how I said I was excited for the performance...Well...It was what I like to call a major failure. I'm proud that my girls were up there, but the dancing and the singing...They were better in practice. Infinitely better.
I don't know about having them perform again for the school, especially after that(kids were laughing :( Blargh) , but the other coordinator says they should. I guess I just feel a little humiliated. It's my name on the club, as well as my coordinators. And most of all, the Glee kids. I worry about what they'll hear in the halls.
I also feel like I set them up for it, they shouldn't have been doing that performance anyway, they weren't all the way ready.
I don't know, I just wish I could take a redo of this morning.
It was seriously so bad that I wanted to mix something into my drink, just to make me forget. I told a friend and he said, and it's not even nine yet. Then he went off and described my spiral into destruction. It was funny.
Life will get better eventually, it always does.
I started talking to one of the guys that I dated a couple years ago. He called me at midnight two nights ago, which was weird, but it is nice to hear from him again.
I don't know about having them perform again for the school, especially after that(kids were laughing :( Blargh) , but the other coordinator says they should. I guess I just feel a little humiliated. It's my name on the club, as well as my coordinators. And most of all, the Glee kids. I worry about what they'll hear in the halls.
I also feel like I set them up for it, they shouldn't have been doing that performance anyway, they weren't all the way ready.
I don't know, I just wish I could take a redo of this morning.
It was seriously so bad that I wanted to mix something into my drink, just to make me forget. I told a friend and he said, and it's not even nine yet. Then he went off and described my spiral into destruction. It was funny.
Life will get better eventually, it always does.
I started talking to one of the guys that I dated a couple years ago. He called me at midnight two nights ago, which was weird, but it is nice to hear from him again.
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