I Can't Believe I'm Doing This To Myself

So over the summer I had a crush on one of the boys from the APSA trip, but he was a player. He also had a girlfriend back home. So I never tried anything. We still hung out, but I kept it as strict to friends as I could. And last night we IM'd on facebook for a about an hour, then we went onto skype, and talked for another two hours. Last night I realized I still like him. But guess what? He still has a girlfriend! So once again, I'm going to keep it at friends. Plus, Zeek is all the way in Washington, DC. Chances are I won't see him again. So, yeah. Friends.    
            
I can't believe I fell for him again...