The cafeteria was blocked off today at office hours because the gym was being used for the ACT's, and the gym is right across from the cafeteria. And even though I am no longer taking them, they still seem to get in the way. I couldn't play the piano at office hours, even though I'm desperate to finish up one of my songs...Literally desperate. I'm being such a perfectionist, but that's because I want it to sound great. Argh. I was in the auditorium at office hours, just starting to practice, when some people came in. And these people are part of the music crowd at our school and are insanely good. Needless to say, I cleared out before they could hear my song. It's nowhere near ready. And I also just felt awkward. I always feel like I don't fit in with that crowd when I'm around them. So I went back during my free period and they were still there. I hung out awkwardly in the corner for a while, but it became stunningly apparent that they weren't going anywhere soon. So I left. I guess I'll just practice tomorrow. And at least then, I won't have to worry about any awkwardness.
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