Drifting

I can't believe how fast time seems to fly. It seems like yesterday was Tuesday, even though I know is was Wednesday. Oceans are like that, and I could blame the ocean if Colorado had one. But we don't, because we're landlocked. So... It's just mah brain being crazy. Maybe I need to pay more attention...

I'm dreading facing my debate partner, or anyone else in the debate team. None of them understand, and they're just going to make me feel guilty for doing what I enjoy and look forward to. It's not worth it for me to talk to them yet, not until they will listen to how I feel. And right now, the only one that listening is our debate coach. But he's going to talk to the other coach and Emma to see if something can be worked out. But what i nothing can be worked out, what do I do then? That would call my bluff.

Sabrina was called into the office and I left debate as soon as I could. God damn, I wish Sabrina didn't have to deal with this. She doesn't deserve to have all this chaos in her life. She deserves to be happy.

I wish I could shapeshift.