Remembrances

Rihanna's song oh nana whats my name? just came on. And that just reminds me of my time in china, which kind of makes me sad, for multiple reasons.
1. The inside joke around the song and one of my friends named Onaje(nicknamed Onana). Who I do miss.
2. This makes me miss China!! :(
3. I miss being a part of my friend group on the APSA trip where it was easier to joke and be myself.
4. I just miss all my friends in general, Zeek included, and Marylu, Victoria, Laura, and Connie.
4. I miss my mentor Jessica!
5. I miss my excursion group!
It's just a lot of missing people, and remembering memories. I wish the summer had lasted longer.

People just love to make my life awkward, lol. Yep, Sabrina, Jason, and Chris. Fun but, well, awkward. :) I love being around them though. They can always make me smile.

Braunwyn and Miriam say I shouldn't call Zeek, but I might. Plus, I'm signing up for the DC trip. If I get it, I might have to arrange an accidental meeting. ;) Man, it's hard not to like him, even though he was a jackass. Now I know how Braunwyn feels when I tell her to stop liking a jackass, and Taylor, and any other girl I've comforted about jackass guys. Which is a lot.. Wow, I'm a regular psychologist. Lol, jk!!! Still. And now I feel like a major hypocrite too. Yikes. BTW, why do people always talk to me about their problems? I don't mind, but it is strange how I attract that chaos and drama, even when I'm not a part of it. Sometimes it's fun to listen and give them advice. I guess I am a witch in that way too, because talking to me is like talking to a wall and I don't tell secrets( Terry Pratchett novel reference).