I've come to the conclusion that the only time I will ever get peace is when I'm in college. In between my sister, the rest of my family, school, friends, and the world, there is no room for quiet. AT ALL! And it's quite literally driving me insane. Music helps, but it's still sound. I just need a time where I can sit in the silence, and enjoy it.
I also want to learn to dance. I've always loved it, and I want to do it and not feel self conscious about it. The same is to be said for singing too. I've always loved it, but I'm always afraid. So that's part of my goal.
City championships freaking start tomorrow! I am so nervous, it's like there's a chihuahua in the back of my head, looking around and saying,
"Oh god, oh god, oh god."
I love chihuahuas, but they're twitchy... and hyper.
I hope we win, but at the same time, I'm so panicky that I'm not sure if we will. I'm still going to try though. We have to win so that I can go see my boyfriend <3. But seriously. We must has win. lol 
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