CFN

Today I went to my first gig ever! It was tons of fun! Some kids from my school and others that I knew formed a band a little while ago. So I went to their show. Or tried to anyway. I wasn't able to stay late enough to actually see them perform. I hung out with them though, for quite literally the first time ever. And it was nice. It was like we were close friends. I barely talked to them at school and then they openly accepted me. I hope that transfers to school! Speaking of transfers, Nico, one of our school's students, switched schools a couple years ago. The week before he left, we were in the gym and he was teaching me to play soccer. He said, "Don't be afraid of the ball LeEllen". He was helping me to be social and normal. Tonight, he did the same thing. He was with his bandmates(and some of them I knew) but it was like a clique and I felt sooo awkward. So Nico took it upon himself to teach me circle etiquette. Apparently, if you know some of the people and there's a space, you invite yourself to it. And if there isn't one, apparently you make one. As strange as it was, and as awkward as it was, and as wallflower-y as I felt, it was fun. And I have the club marks to prove it. Two X's, oh yeah. I wear them with joyous pride. Sort of. I just know Braunwyn's going to interrogate me tomorrow. I also learned a lot about humanity today. Not exactly in the good way. Some was hilarious, some was more of... a "how dumb are you" type of thing. But they were adorable morons. That doesn't make it okay, but that makes it bearable. I'm definitely going to as many as I can. 

Also, boys actually do call dibs. That's just strange...