So, the fated moment came about when my boyfriend and I talked about the distance part of our long distance relationship. And I was so scared there for a minute that things were going way downhill, and to be honest, there was a part of me that wished for it. And deep down, I know that's a bad thing. And I also know that someday I will have to end this, because it's painful, and I don't honestly know if me and Zeek have a future. I'll try for a little longer though. I just don't want to give up. At the very least, he said he'd understand. Which, of course, played badly on my easy-to-guilt conscious. So I don't know. Maybe this trip to Arizona will help me work some of this out.
Speaking of which, I am so freaking excited! I just can't wait to be down there in the blessed heat! I hate being cold, and I don't imagine Arizona will be cold. Plus, I'll be traveling with awesome sauce peoples. So I don't think much can go wrong. Wait, scratch that. Everything can go wrong. I hope that it doesn't though.
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