I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm just feeling drained and distant. I can pretend that I'm there but I'm not really. Part of that is me being brain dead from taking two AP tests. The other part is the growing nervous feeling I have in the pit of my stomach. I'm worried about losing Chris to be honest. He's checking out this week because he's a senior. So I won't see him at school anymore. I know I'll see him outside of school, but nevertheless I'll miss him. :( I truly fear the day when we'll be over. There's a couple songs that I've found that describes what I feel like, almost to the letter.
The Call by Regina Spektor http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WY0QcSQf_mc
Perfect Two by Auburn http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEsPloHpKJU
Every Time We Touch by Cascada http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zuviud2HHQ
Well, I guess that's three songs...But still.
But besides that things are going well I guess. School is decent, I've only got a few things to fix. I have one more AP test but people swear that it's easy. School ends in two-ish weeks and then I go to Estes, and later on to Mongolia. I'm unbearably excited for Mongolia! I can't wait to see my friends again. That's life right now.
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