So I walked into school this morning, and the first thing I thought was,
"I don't want to be here."
It's close to the end of the school year, and my energy level is wwaaaayyyy down and I have too much to get done. Too much includes, homework, schoolwork, normal finals, and FREAKING AP TESTS.
It's stressing me out worrying about this and no matter how much I try to not let it, it still does. I was sitting in Passages class fifteen minutes ago, and as the teacher was explaining what we had to do, and what our deadlines were, I just started laughing quietly...And crazily. My friend even mentioned that I looked kind of crazy. And I didn't deny it. All this work and stress, it's messing with my mind, and with my normal brain functions. Not to mention which I have club stress on top of this. Glee still has routines to perfect and songs to memorize. Mongolian club has a presentation to complete. There's a debate banquet on Friday that I have to let mom know about.
And this week will go to shit after 1pm today. Yeah...I have this planned out to a T. And it scares me.
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