Friday, May 18, 2012

Cry, Cry, Cry

Today...Was Senior check out day. And I cried a bit. Not only are my senior friends leaving, but so is my boyfriend!!! Well, I'll see him again outside of school, but I'll miss him so much while I'm in it! T.T Why did they have to check out a week early, why?!?!?!?!?!?!? And then in the all school meeting, they played the senior 2012 class video, and they had baby pictures! That was when I cried by the way. I'm really going to miss them. 

But in the meeting, something happened. It was the senior prank! I thought it was hilarious, but it pissed a lot of people off. See, in our school meetings we have this tradition. Teachers get dismissed first, then seniors, then students. And when the seniors are dismissed for the last time they're dismissed before the teachers, and then the juniors transfer into the senior section of the auditorium. And it's something that people have been waiting for, for years really. For some it's five, but for originals like me(the first people to go through this school all the way from 6th to 12th), it's six. And so then the seniors did their prank. They silly stringed the seats. And while I thought it was hilarious, if a little disrespectful, it pissed people off to the maximum. They were bitching about it all day literally. It was just a harmless prank. And it's normal for the juniors to be targeted. But I can see how people got mad. I just try not to be petty is all. Besides, they're graduating. 

WAHHH!!!! I don't want them to go!!!!! T.T :( But it is too late. Sighs. 

My boyfriend Chris is going to college in Tokyo. I'm really going to miss him. :'( And it's likely that we'll break up too, because he doesn't want either of us to be held back. But just the same, I'm going to make it work for as long as I can. And I'm going to make the most out of the time we have together while he's here. 

And somehow, I think I'll see him again after he does leave. It may be five, ten years in the future maybe, but I will see him again. He said "Why wouldn't I see you again?" Which made me really happy. And he'll always have a place in my heart. Even if we don't last. Which I do hope for.

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