So, I told the guy I liked about the guy my friends are trying to set me up with. And... He shut down. He wouldn't talk to me. So the one guy I really do like, he's not talking to me. For gods sake I was looking up flights to DC so I might be able to see him this summer. And now, I'm not sure. I really really like this guy, but I don't know if he'll talk to me. And that stings. It really does. Things were going so well yesterday, and even the day before. But today, I'll be lucky if he doesn't start thinking like those girls from the APSA trip wanted him to. They wanted him to think that I was shallow and that I was playing him (even though I thought he was playing me). I'm not like that. I just wish Zeek would realize that I like him. I practically told him FLAT OUT! But now I'm just hoping he talks to me again... God, have I really lost my heart to him this much! That I wouldn't be angry at this, just sad. Yes, yes I have. I'm sad that he's not talking to me. If he just talks to me again...I think I'd just be relieved. I miss him already.
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