Wow

As a statement of my disappointment, yeah. Wow. So I'm kind of disappointed in one of my friends. Maybe disappointed isn't the right word. Betrayed...That sounds better. Or maybe hypocrisy. I finally have a boyfriend, and I really like him. I don't even care that he lives in DC. I like him, he likes me. That's enough for me. But somehow, my friend, she says it isn't enough. She is essentially angry that I chose a guy that I liked, who happened to be in another state. I guess I am just disappointed. I've tried to support her in everything, boyfriends, school, and other friends. And the fact that she doesn't support me on one of the major things in my life right now, it upsets me. Even when I thought some of her boyfriends were bad ideas, I supported her the best I could. Because unless they were abusing her, it was her deal. Even though I didn't like it, I found ways to be supportive and happy for her. I'm hurt that she can't do the same for me, and that she's angry at me for liking who I like. I think I'm hurt, because I don't think it's fair. The most supportive people have been people who I haven't had strong connections with, with the exceptions of my mom, my aunt Kim, and another one of my friends (I haven't talked to my Dad or step mom yet.). And that hurts. She's one of my best friends and she's lost so many people this year. I don't want to leave her like others have. But maybe I need to avoid the relationships section of small talk. If that's the only way to save the friendship and my feelings at the same time. This is a different kind of pain than I experienced with my clubs dilemma and I have no idea how to tackle this problem. Can I even fix it? I don't know... But I have to try.